There is no such thing as peace of mind. Because peace of mind instates that there are no worries, no unestablished dreams and no cravings in need of fulfillment. Without this, there is no art. Because art is what grows in the minds of those who need to vanquish that feeling that something needs to be done. That mindwrecking, heartbreaking and fingermoving feeling that we need to write, need to draw, need to paint, need to shout, sing, cry, dance, fall, ressurect, remember, ....
By this I feel that I must state that to worry is to dream, to doubt is to be certain, to cry is to laugh, and to die is to live. Out of the worst feelings inside, come the most beautiful works of art.
You don't need to agree with me, as long as I agree with myself.
Now matter how it may be, writing makes me happy, it makes me exctatic, generous and world loving. Yet I can only write when I don't feel fine at all, when i feel miserable, apathic and melancholic, even if just for a second.
But.. In the end.
If I need to feel miserable, to be able to taste happiness.
I don't mind feeling miserable at all. Rather, I embrace it.
For it is just as much a part of me, as the words I type, the knowledge I hold and the smile I give to you..